自我超級矛盾心理,感覺快得憂鬱症 - 婚姻
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考慮的很久不知道到底要不要上來PO文,
我今年結婚了,但是裸婚,就是什麼都沒有就跑去登記的婚~
雖然說本來就打定要嫁給這個人,但其實結婚主要是說,可以有婚假8天
本來還是男女朋友的我們,在出國的3個月前就先規劃好並且繳交訂金!
計畫出國是去年就開始計畫了,在六月出國也是由我現在的老公指定(天氣因素)
老公4月開始工作,我跟他說請在5月時就先告知公司要出國,他不知是社會資歷尚淺,
還是其他因素,一直拖到要出發的前兩週才說,公司是不准假的~但我們訂金錢已經繳,
如果不去因為已開票2人要倒賠8萬,最後就用婚假去了......
那時心想反正都是要結婚,先後的問題,沒關係~
但是最近我老公要離職了,因為他對公司有點不滿,我心裡其實也沒不贊成他離職,
因為實在太操了有時要加班做到凌晨3-4點,但是今天他告知我,他離職健保要轉進
配偶公司,我去找公司講了,被公司給臉色看,我當下不知怎麼了.....
立刻跑進廁所痛哭,我出社會很久了,我也不是因為被給臉色而哭~
其實我也搞不懂我為什麼會大哭......
後來我想想當初不就是為了保全他的工作,我才登記結婚,現在他卻...
我自己的確也不是會賺錢的人,收入很少,存款不到將近50K,
我是31歲的人,沒車,沒錢,我與老公都與各自的父母同住,沒住在一起
老公之前一直都是學生,他小我2歲多,我可能下意識認為我跟他在一起6、7年
我終於要熬出頭了,但面臨的卻是現實無情的打擊~
看著朋友同學一個接一個結,我現在萌生社交恐懼症,開始不想跟外界聯絡,
我現在覺得像我這樣不會賺錢的人是沒資格結婚,我沒資格當人,
沒有活在世界上的價值....
我在剛剛打著打這我又痛哭了....
人生只有痛苦,根本沒有快樂
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