老公的玩笑話 - 婚姻
By Agatha
at 2011-10-27T09:38
at 2011-10-27T09:38
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雖然,我們嘗試懷孕不到一年
但從年初開始算,也快一年了
每個月都會有期待,然後每個月都要傷心大哭一次
超音波也檢查過,老公也檢查過,我的子宮除了有一顆一公分的肌瘤
我和老公是沒有什麼大問題的,醫生說雌激素較低一些但算正常
也說早睡可以改善
常常在想,若是我們早一點結婚,不要等到我三十歲
若是我婚前那幾個月,子宮內膜沒有增生,沒有做搔刮術
若是OOXX,若是OOOXXX
是不是,我其實是可以自然懷孕的?
昨晚,老公跟我討論要去看哪一家不孕科時
跟我開玩笑的說了一句:你問題怎麼那麼多啊?
我知道,他是開玩笑的,他一向是很疼我的,只是開玩笑
但我突然怒了!轉過身跟他說:你可以不要拿人家的身體開玩笑嗎?
即便他急著說自己不是那個意思,是在說選醫院的過程我很挑剔這件事
但我還是變得更難過了
其實,我現在依舊要每三個月回診照超音波
避免增生在復發,就連醫生要開藥都要很仔細
雌激素我是不能吃的..........
偏偏,醫生說我就是缺少這個東西..但她不能開給我
當時,我坐在那裡不知道該怎麼辦
幸好,醫生說早睡早起,改變生活作息可以改善
因此這一陣子,我很努力的在晚上十點前回到家
在十點前上床睡覺 (這對我來說不容易,因為我的工作下班時間是九點)
但我很努力很努力
我知道有很多媽媽求子求了更久,我這實在沒什麼
但之前的子宮內膜增生,差一點被醫生宣告要拿掉子宮
所以,我實在很害怕,害怕內膜增生會再復發,這是一種癌前病變
很害怕自己還沒生小孩,就會失去了這個機會
很多親戚都想帶我去廟裡拜拜
有時候我不禁要問,我到底要相信誰?
要相信醫生還是要相信神.....還是相信自己?
我需要有一個神,還是一個人,來告訴我,應該怎麼做
以前都自以為是健康寶寶
因為MC從來沒有遲到過,每次都準時的令我咋舌
所以,我也以為自己應該不是很難懷孕的體質
沒想到努力了快一年,沒消息就是沒消息
前幾個月,在很傷心之餘去了一間香火鼎盛的媽祖廟
問出了我始終不敢問的問題,我到底會不會懷孕
我是紅著眼眶拿著筊問媽祖娘娘的
結果出乎意外的,媽祖連續給我三個聖杯
還是三個月後就會懷孕的一個籤,我很相信,那時候真的很開心
沒想到,距離那時已經第四個月了......
昨天還是忍不住哭了,心中默默的問神
祢不是說三個月嗎?祢一項都很靈驗的,我一直都很相信的
以前都很靈驗的,為什麼這回.......?
心中不斷的默唸為什麼?為什麼這回沒有應驗?
難道,終究還是我的問題嗎?
罷了,看不孕就看不孕,照輸卵管攝影就照吧
要做人工就做吧
一個已經照完輸卵管攝影的網友說了一句話
:為什麼我必須要承受這種鳥事...
對啊,為什麼我必須要承受這種鳥事
但既然是自己不爭氣,那就做吧,沒什麼好怕的
周遭朋友也好幾個都做了,自己沒什麼不能做的
沒什麼大不了的,沒什麼好怕的
終究,還是要走到這一步
但我始終不斷的告訴自己和不知道在哪裡的baby
如果,媽咪將自己身體調養的更好,你會更健康的話
只要你會健康,媽咪願意等
等一個會讓你健康的好時機
如果媽咪需要做一些檢查,即使身體會不舒服
但這樣你會來的更順利的話,那麼媽咪承受這些鳥事
都沒關係.....
唉~一大早的就心情低落
我需要安慰...
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