在失去妳之後 - 婚姻

By Freda
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我現在每天都還是在等妳入夢來…妳知道嗎?
我們本來是算是幸福快樂的夫妻,四年前因為妳的身體不適,去做了檢查,才發現得了癌
症,四年之中我們一起面對了化療的不適,心情上面的互相拉扯,也面對了一次又一次的
轉移,妳總是哭著說人生好苦,我也只能一直安慰妳說:別怕…有我在,我會一直陪伴著
妳。
直到去年年中,醫生宣判已經沒有任何藥物對病情有所幫助,只能選擇安寧緩和治療,看
著妳因為末期的症狀而痛苦難受,止痛貼片及止痛藥的副作用讓妳一直處於昏睡中,每天
醒來的時間就很少很少,10月份趁妳還有一點體力的時候,我們去了一趟小琉球,妳最喜
歡那邊了,當時我就跟妳說,如果還有機會我願意常常帶妳來。
可惜11月開始妳的狀況每況愈下,開始體力不支,也有嚴重的腹水狀態,連下床都需要人
家攙扶,雖然有時候精神狀態有比較好一些,但是我總覺得,或許分別的時間快要到了。
12月22號妳終究還是沒有撐過去醫生說的半年之期,永遠的離開我了…慶幸的是我得知妳
是睡夢中離開的,至少像老一輩的人說的好死的,只是我的摯愛啊…我還有好多好多的話
想跟妳說,還想帶著妳去四處走走,還想帶妳去吃好吃的美食,只是現在都沒有機會了…
摯愛的妳啊…妳都還會去看看妳的朋友們,怎麼都不會想到來看看妳深愛的我呢?我好想
好想妳啊…到撕心裂肺的想念,就算來給我看看,是否身體都好了,可以四處亂跑了,可
以好好吃東西了,我深深的思念妳啊…
摯愛的妳啊…妳在天堂應該過的還不錯吧,要記得等我哦…等到我們在相見的那一天,再
續我們未結束的愛…
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我們本來是算是幸福快樂的夫妻,四年前因為妳的身體不適,去做了檢查,才發現得了癌
症,四年之中我們一起面對了化療的不適,心情上面的互相拉扯,也面對了一次又一次的
轉移,妳總是哭著說人生好苦,我也只能一直安慰妳說:別怕…有我在,我會一直陪伴著
妳。
直到去年年中,醫生宣判已經沒有任何藥物對病情有所幫助,只能選擇安寧緩和治療,看
著妳因為末期的症狀而痛苦難受,止痛貼片及止痛藥的副作用讓妳一直處於昏睡中,每天
醒來的時間就很少很少,10月份趁妳還有一點體力的時候,我們去了一趟小琉球,妳最喜
歡那邊了,當時我就跟妳說,如果還有機會我願意常常帶妳來。
可惜11月開始妳的狀況每況愈下,開始體力不支,也有嚴重的腹水狀態,連下床都需要人
家攙扶,雖然有時候精神狀態有比較好一些,但是我總覺得,或許分別的時間快要到了。
12月22號妳終究還是沒有撐過去醫生說的半年之期,永遠的離開我了…慶幸的是我得知妳
是睡夢中離開的,至少像老一輩的人說的好死的,只是我的摯愛啊…我還有好多好多的話
想跟妳說,還想帶著妳去四處走走,還想帶妳去吃好吃的美食,只是現在都沒有機會了…
摯愛的妳啊…妳都還會去看看妳的朋友們,怎麼都不會想到來看看妳深愛的我呢?我好想
好想妳啊…到撕心裂肺的想念,就算來給我看看,是否身體都好了,可以四處亂跑了,可
以好好吃東西了,我深深的思念妳啊…
摯愛的妳啊…妳在天堂應該過的還不錯吧,要記得等我哦…等到我們在相見的那一天,再
續我們未結束的愛…
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