嗯... - 單身

By Hamiltion
at 2009-10-10T20:34
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大概有一兩年沒像最近這麼忙了
有種完全被掏空的感覺
不只是工作,更恐怖的是在精神上的掏空
最近,常有負面情緒嚴重的人找上我
雖然扮演小太陽也是我樂意的
但,面對別人的情緒深淵無底洞
而且不只一個,這才是最掏空我的
所以很少看文章,很少說話
每天回到家裡,常累得坐在沙發上就睡著
直到半夜才醒來,把自己撐起洗澡再爬上床睡
這種日子,我突然慶幸自己是單身
一個人默默對抗那些大黑洞
好像礦工一樣,出了坑就睡
靠睡覺把自己補好
沒有想依賴誰、沒有想逃向誰
我只有自己。
這樣講好像有點自憐
但我說不上來,無法解釋那種慶幸...
到我這裡就好,不會有其他人被拖累
好像好萊塢災難片裡那個留下來,讓大家有餘裕逃走的人
讓洪水、火山、野獸、鬼怪把我吃掉吧
然後我就可以平靜了
那些躁動不安的情緒,別人的,自己的
通通到這裡消停
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上面是近日心得
下面是有點無言的疑難
拿到好幾組電影試映
全部都是兩人一套
偏偏最近我根本沒心情找朋友一起去看
自己一個人又覺得浪費一張票
(歐巴桑貪小便宜心態~)
結果,作廢的作廢
但手邊還有兩套
唉....................................
p.s最近累到,連裝作若無其事約欣賞的男生去看電影都懶...
這是熟女的抱怨,不是單身的=.=
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我卻用它尋找光明
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